Saturday, September 25, 2010
Trust.
I can't believe I'm experiencing all this in the midst of my heart. x.x okay God, I really hope that I'm still normal.
Hope I'm not going crazy or anything. Bleh.
Why am I feeling that somehow, everybody will break their trust in me? I've been pondering about who I can really trust for the past few months alr. And honestly speaking, it feels like I'm afraid to trust people.
Wow, so betrayal really does have that impact on you. Interesting much?
Sigh, I'm sorry for my imperfections everybody. :( I may not be able to get rid of them, and for that I'm sorry also.
... I wonder what will happen in future? God holds tomorrow~
But I still wish I could have a glimpse of the future.
This lurking fear is freaking me out, because I don't want to be a pessimist and view the world in such a dark perspective. I would love to be optimistic and really believe that "Everything will work out in the end", but I guess I need more time.
Where's the courage when I need it?
Guess I shall stop polluting my blog with my emo rubbish, and get on with life. Heh^^
Sorry if I made you sad with my rather depressing blog post. :/
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